Lately, friends and family that I see occasionally—say, once or twice a year—are getting less likely to ask me if I’m dating anyone.
This conversation point used to come up reliably. Now, it seems to be sliding farther down people’s mental lists of things to enquire about.
This is good and bad. On the one hand, I sometimes get tired of the conversations with my female friends in which we endlessly deconstruct our love lives.
Those discussions can be wonderful: fulfilling, revealing, fascinating. But they can also make me feel like my girlfriends and I don’t pass the Bechdel Test—like every conversation has to come back to some dude.
On the flip side, though, when I hang out with someone and they don’t ask me if I’m seeing someone, I’m not sure how to take that.
I had dinner with good friends recently, whom I hadn’t seen in several months. After we’d talked politics, movies, family, and work, one of them asked if I had updates about my love life. He said he didn’t want to bring up a sore subject, but was curious to hear the latest.
I told him I was happy that he’d asked. If he hadn’t, I would have felt like he’d given up on my ever finding anyone.
But as with anything involving human intimacy, it’s more complex than that.
I know people who have never, or rarely, mentioned a romantic interest in anyone, and have always deflected my occasional questions away from that zone. I don’t know if they identify as asexual/aromantic, or if there are other forces at play.
In any case, I’ve stopped asking. I do pose open-ended questions, like “So what else has been going on with you lately?” I figure that will invite any stories, romantic or otherwise, that the person wants to offer.
I know someone whose parents ask her, every time they talk, when she’s planning on getting married and having babies. That gets old too.
I also know people who have been single for years or decades, and who simply don’t get asked any more. Is that a relief? Or is it demoralizing?
It’s a tricky balance, between asking too often and not enough, showing interest and poking a bruise.
How do you all navigate this?